2011 please be kind to us!

As crazy as this year has been I know it is only gonna get better :o)

We started the year off with Aiden turning 5!!!! I can't believe I have been a Mommy for 5 years!!! Where did all this time go? The days take FOREVER, and the years fly by. I can remember being pregnant with this precious child but forget what was for breakfast yesterday..... Its hard to think of all the things that have happened. There is lots to say I accomplished and learned in this short time. I know how strong I can be and also how weak I have been. Lets just say- No turning back!

Moving through the year we have some great things to look forward to.

April 13th Kaydance turns 4!!!!

Friday, May 13th Allyson hits the grand 2nd year of her life....

July Sabrina comes to town!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

October is Halloween month and my favorite holiday, and we should end the year there ha ha

I've been slacking in my blog so I thought if I gave a year update the rest wont be to bad. I will add here and there- fingers crossed! Cheers to the new year!!!!!

"Out of clutter, find simplicity. From discord, find harmony. In the middle of difficulty lies opportunity." - Albert Einstein

5 years has taught me a lot. It wasn't so much as jump on the train... it has been more of... learn as you go or fail hard in front of everyone. Well quitting isn’t an option and failing doesn’t feel so good either. Life isn't easy. I’ve lived thru isolation and pain and my entire world falling apart. No regrets just wish I could have changed a few things around. The past 2 years have been such a roller coaster I hope it comes to an end soon. The blessing and trials are never ending and here is a step into my life…

Kiss slowly. Love deeply. Forgive quickly. Take chances and never have regrets. Forget the past but remember what it taught you. Sometimes, you just have to smile, pretend everything's okay, hold back the tears and walk away.

Never think someone is happy just for the smile on their face.

April 2010

Well so much for a monthly post. Sorry for the delay but school has been pretty crazy. I am a COSMETOLOGIST!!! Phew that took FOREVER! Now I have a lot more time to focus on family time. The past few holidays have been kind of hard. Usually I lucked out for them and get to have the kids with no issues. Easter was not my idea of a good time. I think it was the first time that visitation really sunk in. Man its hard to be a single Mom, but I wouldn't change it for the world.

Before I was a Mom,
I never tripped over toys
or forgot words to a lullaby.
I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous.
I never thought about immunizations.

Before I was a Mom,
I had never been puked on.
Pooped on.
Chewed on.
Peed on.
I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts.
I slept all night.

Before I was a Mom,
I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests or give shots.
I never looked into teary eyes and cried.
I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin.
I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep.

Before I was a Mom,
I never held a sleeping baby just because
I didn't want to put her down.
I never felt my heart break into a million pieces
when I couldn't stop the hurt.
I never knew that something so small
could affect my life so much.
I never knew that I could love someone so much.
I never knew I would love being a Mom.

Before I was a Mom,
I didn't know the feeling of
having my heart outside my body..
I didn't know how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby.
I didn't know that bond between a mother and her child.
I didn't know that something so small could make
me feel so important and happy.

Before I was a Mom,
I had never gotten up in the middle of the night every 10 minutes to make sure all was okay.
I had never known the warmth,
the joy,
the love,
the heartache,
the wonderment
or the satisfaction of being a Mom.
I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much,
before I was a Mom.

October

Well life goes on...

Now it seams we are all a little bit more busy so forgive me for not getting to this sooner. I've updated all of us so check us out!

FAMILY

On the 28th of July 2009 My sister came to visit all the way from Alaska. With having the ENTIRE family around, we decided to take some amazing family pictures. It was a great evening and a great time for our family. This is a rare occasion so I thought I would share.

This is us!

Okay, so this entire blog thing is new to me. I keep getting told by Sabrina its not that hard so this is my attempt. I'm Denae. I may be a young Mom but I have been through enough to know what works and what doesn't, for me anyways. I have three kids. The four of us live in Rexburg but spend most of our time in Sugar City. I am trying to finish school at Career Beauty College. After I get my license in cosmetology I would like to at an associates in business management. School takes away a lot of time from my kids and it is hard. I guess that is part of the reason its taking so long. Well about my kids:

Aiden is three. He wants to be so big and he tells me that a lot. We tell him he has to eat ALL his dinner to get big muscles. He likes to think with big muscles he could beat up Daddy. He loves being a big brother. He is always trying help. His favorite color is red, or so I am told. And he frequently is telling me he wants to live outside.

Kaydance is two going on ten. She has an attitude and is always finding a way to get into trouble. She'll tell you what she thinks and doesn't like to be told anything. She likes things her way. She wants to be big but her little legs slow her down. If she can get away with something that Aiden can't she'll do it. Between Aiden and Kaydance I have a hard time closing my eyes if they are awake.

Allyson came into our lives on May 13th. She is getting big, just not tall. She is a good baby and sleeps a lot. We just started the smile stage. :) Because she is so young we are all still trying to get to know her. This is all I can think to say right now so I'll "blog" later.